I am_hanging by a thread....

I don't know but I am feeling extremely senti-menti nowadays...sleep hardly comes and when it finally does I can't seem to wake up. It's like so ASSHOLIC...
I don't know what the future holds but I am simply anxious.
What the f@$*!!!
I wish...I don't know what I wish also now.
I just want it to get over now.
It would have been very great if I had somebody to share it or maybe hang out somewhere...
But as always money speaks.
So it is a big "Bullshit"...

I just feel like here or you could say "I am her"...

courtesy DevianArt

Disappointed in me_in everything!!!

I feel exactly like this small red and sad ball_amongst those who did well_Courtsey@Google

Today I feel like a failure...I am going through profiles of many different colleges both in and ex-countries.
And I don't think I fit the bill :( what am I gonna do???
Our board results got out yesterday and I didn't expect myself to get such low marks especially in my English papers. How am I gonna face my English Miss who expected so many things from me???
I am feeling so disappointed in myself_
On top of that my least favorite subjects, both IT and Dzongkha, there marks "tag"!!! Anything can be horrifying than this???
Where exactly am I gonna go?
Dear God, I never thought that I will ever get into this type of situations_but what to do now?
What has to happen has already happened.
Mom and Dad had this much expectations from me...how am I ever going to make them proud again?
It just feels so unfair!
But this is not the end, there always is "Hope"!

hope "Hope" will not desert me...Courtsey@Google

 So, till the online registration doesn't starts I will try to be positive and stay optimistic.
                                                                                                                                      sillyme :B